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i ve moved back to lj. :)

its really kinda disappointing and disheartening when there s only talk and no actions.
i think life is kinda going back to two months back when its all about work and sleep again.
what all i think about now is just do and do well what i am supposed to do*.

*This clause only applies for ops.
I cant wait to go back to school lah.
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On a lighter note,
i finally met up with girlies on Mon, and it was then i realised i hasn seen minhui for more than a month, hasn seen qi for 1 month, hasn seen chris for 3 months! and miao and jol for a couple of weeks ! chichi, still has no luck of meeting her. haha. i guess everybody is kinda busy and all and days seems to be passing by extremely fast! (i have not once not meet qi for a month the past 7 years i think). but it was an enjoyable dinner with girlies, had fun and laughed alot.

see you girls again soon!
(and me jol and minhui may be celebrating our twenty first tgth holding a big party! ) :)

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i think jx is kinda angry with me.
haven heard from him at all these days,
he used to be the first one to call me on days like xmas, newyear, cny.
it feels kinda strange.
aiyah, maybe i should just initiate a text someday.

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looks like i m on long leave coming week.

unglam three! haha, plus my AA dad! :P

okay and finally,

Reason being i was too tired and i m sick and i need rest. i m voice-less. i ve been ee-ee-aw-aw a few days already!

but here are two scream factors i would like to share:

1) i had a complete change of hairstyle today! (OKAY SCREAM (ESP LIMRUITING I KNOW YOU CANT WAIT, HAHA, CURIOUS? NO! I M NOT GG TO POST ANY PHOTO YET, YOU SHALL SEE FOR YOURSELF, HAHA)

2) the flight has been booked! me and mum will be on the plane to HONGKONG on 13th Feb 2008. 6 DAYS. =D (its true i m avoiding dates, but its the 16th not the 14th) PS:anybodyhasanyrecommendationstellmeokay!

3) my mum actually thought it would be perfect for me to hold my 21st in a club. lol.

-haha.
and now for some not so happy things;

sometimes its tough being in a middle position sandwiched, when you cant offend both sides, when you dont want to disappoint both sides, when you are force to take side, when you hope you dont have to do it, yet there's no way you can shun it, you think you can face it, but you hope you can avoid it, both sides of my hand are equally important, and i really dont want to lose any sides. yet, its almost impossible to get support from both side. sometimes we work and work, we think and think, we get stressed out, we get all the shit, only to earn back un-understanding minds who thought we love to do what we have to do.

sometimes i just think,
is it worth doing so much for people who doesn know your efforts?

work has been crappy, i hope we ll get through it. lets hope its not all for nothing.

someone just gave me an open cheque, with a signature signed but amount left blank.

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its been a long three hours of information and inspirations overload i dont know how i should start saying.

hais.

i have been wondering what to write for the first entry of the year.
as much as i would like to tell you what a happening new year eve and day i had,
i guess i would skip it, i m feeling kinda lazy. haha.

i m blogging because, i have a few dearest people who are going through a rough time now, and i just want to let them know i ll be here for them.

the first one is of cos the liveliest girl in my clique,
who has just broken up with her longest-ever, serious-ever love of her life, haha,
you know how much we love you without telling you,
even though he is really gorgeous, but you know you are just as gorgeous and you would have no problem finding someone else just as gorgeous.
so dont do anything to hurt yourself in anyway, cause it hurts us to seeing you doing that, silly!
xoxo. :)


the second one is like a brother i never had.
he s a total 180 degree changed person from who he was before he met this gf.
and he s by the far the only person i have seen who have changed so much in lifestyle because of their partner.
and that is why i truly understand how difficult it was for you going through this.
even though you say its okay, but i know you hurt like shit inside,
i can tell it from your text and your words,
but you know we love you too :)
you are doing great darling, really.


and of cos a very important guy friend in my life,
who was there for me during my lowest for the past two years,
who has been my moral support for a long time,
i m so glad you finally found yourself back, back to the know what you want you want in life track,
i always thought you kinda float ard these three years, like you feel empty inside,
but well, just to remind like what you remind those times,
nobody quits on nobody. :)

i m sure i wouldn have to mention names and these people will know i m refering to them. <3




okay. i doubt i will be at home to blog this tomorrow;

i want thank the following people for their significant exsistence in my life; (in order of importance)
-my fam
-qi
-minhui, miao
-paul
-rui ting
-keat hwee
-min shan
-wei cong
-jolene
-ngiamky
-chris, chichi

and these amazing people who i know/know better this year, and who have once/always brought me laughters;
-bingcai, liang
-jenna
-jasmine, michelle
-marilyn
-chef tan
-partying kakis: ting, bronson, hannah, tommie
-clement and desmond
-alan and beef
-ops guys

i hope i din miss anybody out here.
and of cos people who used to be close and i wish i spent more time with sometimes;
-jun xiong
-zhi cheng
-angeline, joseph
-robin and terr and gang
-suiren

and well, my short and sweet 2008 confessions;
-its a year of hard parteying for the first half of the year, and i get wasted 3 outta 5 times
(though amazingly(qi-lol) am still able to get home somehow)
-i broke up, was upset, still am upset
-i lost three wallets and 1 phone in less than 2 months
-i failed my first basic theory test
-i can swim now with two strokes and tread water
-i read more books this year as compared to last year
-i went on a holiday to bkk with my own money this year
-i became total financially independent
-i spent alot more time with my fam
(this is something i m super proud of. haha.)
-i have been rather homey for the second half of the year, late nights out-seldom
-bad thing, my girlies say i become quieter
-good thing, bcos i shutup and listen
-i graduated from my dip this year
-i have got my article published on vita this year
-i met alot of fun people this year
-i wished i spent more time with jx, actually i feel guilty towards him bcos i know sometimes he really needs to talk to me yet i dont really want to listen to him talk because it always emo stuffs, and i m emo enough.
-i met up with primary school friends who i haven seen for nearly 8 years
-i ve got my own keyboard and i can play four songs now

okay. so pretty much.
and my resolutions for this year;
-change my hair style
-forget that lester ever existed in my life
-start school, start my degree
-get my diving license
-and my driving license
-go to another country
-cahoooooots
-lose fats
-get more tanned
-be more firm, be less nice to people
-learn how to get more organized
-start talking more

okay. i think thats about that, i need to sleep now because i wil be staying up the whole night tomorrow.

another 19 hours to PARTYING! :)

nights!

Alex
Bronson
Beatrice
Bowen
Caleen
Carven
Chi Chi
Christina
Hannah
Hui Ting
Hua Ting
Jasmine
Jenna
Jolin
Jun
Miao
Min Shan
Mich
Michelle
Rui Ting
Shaun

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