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Saturday, December 20, 2008
i felt my heart stopped two times within twentyfourhrs. the first time was when qi show me the message the miao texted her when the movie was starting ytd, though i sounded very so-it-doesn-really-concern-me, at that moment, i could really feel the stinging pain, grasping for air, and though i was staring straight at the big screen for that first few minutes, i feel like i was somewhere very far, trying very hard to get myself composed, and i finally got relaxed only when the girls behind me started their giggles.(ireallythankthemforthat)
and today, just so very randomly i saw his friends while i was going up the escalator with jo, i think his friend eye caught me that instant, and i immediately looked away grasping for air letting the pain sink in again and i told jo to just keep talking to me.
dont ask me why, i dont even have any explanation for the sinking heart ache, its suffocating. i really should have just stayed at home.
